Onna Lou

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Background

How my heart is hardening

With the heavy weight of grief

Of the realization

That I gave so much more

That I felt so much more

But it landed in an empty pit

With indifference you respond

And the pain strikes deep

I have no claim to make

Just the family we share

For years I have looked to you

You once helped make me strong

But even as the years shifted and changed

I have always resided in your background

And there I shall remain

3/26/18 – ALJ

Just Before Close - Short Story

I glanced at the clock. With only five minutes left before close, I was less than pleased to turn and see a potential customer hastily striding toward the shop door. Putting down the mop, I took a deep breath, willing myself to smile as she entered. “Hello.”

“Hi.” The lady replied, obviously in a rush. “Sorry, I know you’re closing soon. What’s easiest for you?”

Taken a back, I arch a brow, “Drip coffee?”

“That sounds great!” After pulling off her gloves, she retrieves a blue wallet from her shoulder bag.

“$2.05, please.” I say, taking her reusable cup from the counter. “Do you need me to leave room?”

“Yes, please.”

“Do you take milk or cream?”

“Cream please.”

There’s just enough liquid left to sufficiently fill the cup. Back at the counter, I set down the cup and bottle of creamer after which the lady hands me $5.05 in cash. “Perfect. Thank you so much.”

“Thank you for asking what’s easiest,” I say with a genuine smile on my face.

After handing her three dollars in change, she begins to rattle on with an energy that would contradict her need for any more caffeine today. “Oh, there was no way that I could have asked you to make anything that complicated just before close. I’ve been there. Not in a coffee shop, but you know, I’ve been there. I just really appreciate it. When my GPS told me that you were closing at 7, I was afraid I wouldn’t make it in time. And I needed this. Just to get through my show tonight.”

She popped on the lid as I walked back to my mop and bucket. A couple coins dropped in the tip jar before I heard her call out, “Have a great night!”

RIP Neko

Laps will be empty
No more barks heard
A family's world changed
Losing them is hard
Yet the joy shared
That still will remain
You were there for her
Her companion all the same

1/20/18 -- ALJ

A Moment of Bliss

On a wintry day
With a light snow on the ground
Not a care in the world
Can seem to be found
Content to be
Content to live
Taking time to embrace
All the gifts given
The blessings of this place
Home
A candle flickers
Soft music plays
It's a wonderful start
To such a relaxing day

1/15/18 -- ALJ

Christmas Season

Wishing joyful noises during times with loved ones
For peace of mind and hope for all
Cherish these moments together
As we celebrate once more this Christmas season!

12/22/17 -- ALJ